Yeah.. Book out liao.. There are still many many book out that are going to come along the way. I am downgraded to C2L2 and just being given excused Chin up and Standing board jump for IPPT test. In this way, I can pass my IPPT test le and there is no need for me to leave the army. So i intend to stay and serve till May 2009 without having to pay any compensation. My company fully support me to go for part time study during this period of them... So I am soldier till 2009

I can foresee that i am going to be in low spirit and unhappy for quite a long time. Still could not understand certain things and to accept the fact that certain things turn out this way.

However something did shine a ray of happiness on my life. My clerk and me were on duty and chatting before sleep, my clerk said something.. I felt really comfort. He said' CQ, why are u always so happy? You make the surrounding pple also very happy environment leh.. You are the happiest person i ever see." Though i am sad everyday.. there is still pple who think i am happy. I have a strong front ya.

Came home with quite a good mood. Now i am super low. why am i always upset. This mean to be a yesterday post but no mood to continue... haha