Life is unpredictable. My heart is dead and my life is like falling into the cliff and its seems that i will never reach the foot of the cliff.. I just keep falling and falling.. How comes happy times and days don seems to like me and always accompanied me are sadness. You can say i am pesimistic or wat. when your life is going down and down. how are you going pick yourself up. Argh.. just leave me alone. My life is a sad story itself. I think there is really something wrong with me as a person. I really need to relect and made changes to myself.

Future is a very big word and I am lack of in this area. Future links with happiness, sadness, anger and laughter. There are many many other things that is link with future. Many times, this word appear in my life and nothing good is related to it. Don know what to say. Many areas in my life is a flop and nothing much is there to be proud of. I literally spoilt my own future myself. Am I such a lousy person. The answer is maybe ba.. Haiz.. idiot person i am.. anyway... Haiz..