Not that I want to say, but i think my weekend is really boring..Practically nothing to do.. Don like weekend. Lonely lonely lonely for staying at home. Even if wanted to go out also don know Wat to do, who to go with. People don like to go out with me.. ha ha.. Don wanna only things to do on weekend is mahjong. There should be other things also.. I am still searching of meaning things to do to fill up my weekend.

Simply Don understand why it is so hard to be happy.. trying very hard to be happy. My life should be as beautiful as Wat others life are But at least i am better now.. trying to accept things the way they are.. A thought flash across my mind.. Maybe Wat is bothering me is loneliness.. Maybe getting old le. I am afraid of loneliness and my life revolve around people around me, so I scared of loneliness. Just a thought.. Who will cares.. haha..

Maybe when school starts in January and I have things to do, I will feel better.. haha.. Life goes on whether I am happy a not and I must learn to look ahead in future..